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A love letter to Alex
Hello, how are you? Hopefully wonderful because you deserve the best. I know, this seems too cliche but it helps.
I love you
Yes, we’re teenagers, and yes people say teenagers don’t know love.
But that’s not true.
Teenagers experience love with such passion and brilliance, it’s beautiful. They shine.
As a teenager you learn love and it’s wonders.
You make me feel like a princess, something I’ve never felt like.
And I thank you for that.
I know I’m saying all of this and you’ll never see it or believe it.
But I do.
I honestly do know I love you.
Because I can just feel it in me.
Is that enough?
You’re perfect. Please don’t say you aren’t. I hate when you say you aren’t. Look through my eyes…
I see you as nothing but a man of excellence. A perfected piece of art waiting to be admired by the gallery of people you’ll meet.
I want to be yours forever but as teenagers, forever seems so far.
I love you so much and if you can’t see that… I want to know why?
Someone like you deserves nothing but love.
Nothing but love forever.
You make me smile, goddamnit.
You may not believe that, but you do.
It gets to the point that skyping you is my high.
Its seeing your smile and hearing your voice that triggers my heart to beat a samba.
And it’s weird knowing I love someone.
I don’t know how it happened.
Was it after we had sex?
No… I wanted to before
I don’t know really.
But I know I didn’t make a mistake doing that with you.
I hate that I say that, but it’s true.
I knew you were the one.
Yah….I believe in fate.
I believe you’re my soulmate.
I’ve never wanted someone so much.
And it hurts knowing that it can all crumble.
YOU DESERVE THE WORLD.
Not even dirt deserves me.
I just thought someone who had asked me out for years would never leave me.
I’ve never been one for marriage, but for some reason, I’d do it for you…
Weird… I could see my life with you.
Honestly speaking, never thought I would.
Honestly, I’ve planned my suicide since I was 7
But the you came along and made it better
How? How the hell would I know.
But you make it all better.
You’ll never read this.
No matter how much I hope you do.
If you do read this, then hi!
I’m Katie suthard and I want to be with Alex Frailley for ever until I die.
I’m not perfect.
I’m not even in your league.
But goddamn it, I’ll shout it to the world, I LOVE WILLAM ALEXANDER FRAILLEY WITH ALL MY HEART!!
Don’t be sad darling… You look best with a smile.
And it’s perfect.
Oh gosh, that’s not good XD
oh the feelings of love for a man of perfection.
I’m not the only one who has felt this way.
I understand that.
I’m declaring my love.
My love I gave to you.
I’ve never done that.
I’ve never opened up before like I have to you.
And I’m glad I did.
Oh darling, marry me.
If we weren’t so young people would let us.
My heart is open.
I’m here for you always.
If you still don’t think this is real…
Then I don’t know how to persuade you.
Honestly Alex, you’re my first love, and I wished my last.
And I have this stupid hope in my heart you’ll come back to me.
And I’ll always be here waiting for that.
Forever and always here for you upon returning